I am having a panic attack right now. I committed to doing a project which will stretch me, and I wanted that, but it has put me out of my comfort zone. I want the challenge it is a great opportunity to do something I have not done before but at the same time, I can’t help but feel like breathing into a paper bag to calm myself down. You ever do this? Commit to doing something you have never done before. I have walked back and forth from the living room to the kitchen, I have gotten myself a water bottle so I don’t get up to get a drink, I have taken my bio break so as to not be distracted and have had a good breakfast so I won’t get up for a snack. I know that all that preparation is good but I will get up I will pace the halls a few times and a snack sounds really good right now! My phone will buzz with email and I will want to read it, and I will probably post to Facebook a few times before I get to the task. I don’t think it is the fear of the task its self but the fear of someone saying it just isn’t that good that scares me. I will turn it over like a little child who is showing his or her parents the first art project. If it is well received It will hopefully lead to more if it is rejected it will cause a re-evaluation of whether there is gifting in this area. Well, my last distraction is this blog so there is nothing left but the doing! Maybe the dog needs to be fed?